Wednesday, December 5 03:50

Fuck it.

Brother came home at 7plus.
He was uncontactable cause his phone had fucked up.
Consequence ? Getting whacked like nobodies' business by my mum.

I was just beside him, looking at him, getting beaten up.
Viciously, with a belt.
Once. Twice. Thrice.
Idk how many times it went.

Listening to all the yells & scoldings he had recieved.
Looking at how the belt hit him, it felt so painful.
I know he very much wanted to hit my mum.
He held back, because he know he can't.

Daddy came back, I thought he'll help.
One tight slap, fuck it.
Daddy didn't believe him as well.

More yellings & I know how much it hurts him.
Not physically, but in his heart.
I just cried, sitting beside him.
Looking at him, I just cried.

Its not entirely his fault.
For being uncontactable, he doesn't deserve that much.
He hates being accused, I know.
To fuck to both of you, our parents ?

Idk why, imma just. Still crying.